to my friends

im really enjoying my life lately. i use all my feelings and emotions to express myself in an artistic way and i love it. im painting a lot and i started taking dance lessons, free style. i met this guy on friday in the midrahov and i had to stop and look at him. my mom said he’s scary i thought he was fascinating. he was dancing in the middle of the street, he was amazing. he is a teacher so im gonna take a few lessons till i leave. dance is a wonderful way to express yourself.

im taking these 3 weeks i have left before i go to really enjoy myself. be with my friends as much as i can. with my mom. im reading all the time and i love it. the weather is fantastic, im still going to the beach every day and im using the computer a lot less. i never liked it, but since i got back to israel i have been using it and to be honest, i love it. i was becoming one of those people i never liked. you know, those who cant live without a computer. when the first thing they do when they wake up is checking their emails. i hate those people. after a month with my new laptop i found myself doing the same thing. i hated myself but couldnt stop.

so now im writting down all my thoughts on a piece of paper using a pencil. i read my emails once a day. and i know that in three weeks i wont use it at all anymore. i cant tell you how happy that makes me.

also, im trying something new. you wont hear me say ‘no’ very often anymore. since i’ve been doing that i met some wonderful people, read amazing books, been to egypt and a great concert. i even gave my number to this guy i met. im trying to be a little more possitive. i think its working.

john, i got your CD, thanks a lot i love it. if theres anything you want from israel please let me know, now is the time to ask.

lots of love to all of you

L. 

2 comments Jpm7000000pmSat, 14 Jul 2007 14:04:11 +000007 23, 2007

its a good day!

this is a perfect time in my life. im leaving in a month. nothing else matters. no one is getting to me. work is great. and the sun in shining. im sure you all know that feeling. like your last 2 weeks at work after you quit. wonderful.

im off today, so im gonna go swimming, i started swimming every day at 5am, i used to hate it cause im a little scared of water but i love it now. gets all quiet and calm under the water. and 5am is a magical time. no cars, no people, no noise…

ok now listen to this. im not a very artistic person at all but i am trying. as a person that cant commit to anything for more then a week i never got really good at anything. i do love to paint, take pictures, sing, play the guitar and write. but i do it all in private, im too shy when it comes to experssing myself. accept crying. im brillian at that.

anyway, i did this painting about two weeks ago, took me like a month to finish it cause im a lazy bum, and when i got back from turkey i had an email from a friend of mine saying that his friend loved my painting and he wants to buy it! i just made 1500 shekels ($350) how cool is that?

i always knew that there’s an artist hiding inside me, im so unhappy and strange like all the great ones. now all i have to do is get out of the shower and start singing on youtube. haha. then i’ll be able to get my farm.

obviously im getting too hyper at the moment so i need to leave the house now. have a great day y’all.

1 comment Jpm6000000pmTue, 26 Jun 2007 23:21:29 +000007 23, 2007