ok people calm down please. im not dying! it was just a story. i way to make myself think about whats really important in life. thank you all for your emails and care and im sorry i got you all worried for no reason.

im in heaven and i didnt have to die to get here. im in a beautiful town in mexico and im having a wonderful time.

once im done with this trip i will tell you all about it. till then let me be with my own thoughts.

i love you all.